Refuse To Grow Up and Stay in the Innocent World
I do not know since when I started to refuse to grow up, refused to grow up in everything. I started to keep saying to different people I do not want to grow up. I begin to like reading youth novel that people who refer to themselves as children and I like the characters that never grow up. I like to listen to the rock band in sorrow voice. We have the time to finally learn to comfort the crying one already growing tired of people think there is no way back. I could not imagine the Quinceaneras Dresses have become the memory.
When I was small I always looked forward to the New Year. I looked forward to birthday, to growing up but now I cannot that I do not like New Year, really I become afraid of it because in every New Year I will lose many, many things but I get less than I lost. I am a lively and simple person and I remember that time in her amazing eyes shut up. At that moment I suddenly saw that why do you not even feel it? I am too sensitive that I can feel so true, childlike, innocent, sincere asset and many of my most cherished treasure are all the time away from me. I am struggling and trying to catch something but the end such as fingers like sand in the loss of my hands without leaving a trace. Instant has grown up gap between dream and reality. What we can no longer be left lying on the ground that it is not spoiled but will never face lovingly pick up on the floor as discarded doll. No longer snow in the sky and roll over the floor like a little brother as a snowman because I am no longer a child, because I grew up. Since the day I get the Quinceaneras Dresses I have reminded. I know there is such a word is called the growth of vicious and it takes too much, gives me too little. It is said that growth is a beautiful large garden and there are always some flowers to wither and some flowers to grow. No one can interfere. But I would like to know that the flowers have withered those who live in the garden that will not block low wall left their shadow.
The record time will not be edited into a machine age of innocence life. To refuse to grow up is impossible that when you resist it you may grow up faster and faster as a child we never thought it would be so soon to get the Quinceaneras Dresses but it did. Facing the reality and grow up seems not bad.